A blog about whatever randomosity my fevered mind conceives.

You and I

You’d turn your eyes in my direction

and your grin would bring that tiny dimple to the surface.

I’d return a shy smile with downcast eyes

and fight to hide the rising heat as it rushed to my cheeks.

You’d talk about your love of the arts

and say so many pretty things about the sea.

I’d tell you all of my dreams

and you’d lean close to reveal your emotion…

“You charm me…”

“You intrigue me…”

 “You enchant me…”

You’d reach across the void and take me by the hand.

Do you sense it?

You’d write me sweetly worded poetry

and bring me blue roses that you’d had to search the city to find.

I’d paint you pictures of the autumn sky

and laugh blissfully at the lightness you gave birth to in my heart.

You’d watch me running barefoot in the snow

and remark how my laughter was like the tinkling sound of chimes.

I’d enfold myself in the warmth of your arms

and you’d murmur in my ear…

“You tempt me…”

“You excite me…”

  “You hypnotize me…”

You’d brush your lips along my jaw and hum.

Do you hear it?

I’d dance naked in the rain

and sing songs about the beauty in the world.

You’d twine your fingers through my hair

and push yourself against my bareness with a sigh.

I’d wrap myself around you

and breathe in the scent of spring on your skin.

You’d lift me in your arms

and I’d whisper against your neck…

“I want you…”

“I need you…”

“I adore you…”

I’d give myself to you in ways I’d only ever dreamed.

Do you see it?

I’d nibble your lower lip

and taste the honey flavour of your mouth.

You’d grip me to your chest

and swear your hunger for me was destined eternal.

I’d lick the salt from your skin

and rake my nails slowly down your back.

You’d groan so deeply I could feel it in my bones

and I’d purr against your chest…

“I burn for you…”

“I love you…”

“I worship you…”

I’d hold your gaze as I devoured you.

Do you taste it?

You’d grow irritated at my silence

and lose interest in the little things I’d say.

I’d glamour myself in to denial

and tell myself that everything between us was fine.

You’d seek out other thrills

and growl at me for questioning your actions.

I’d ask for your forgiveness

and you’d hold me as you lied…

“You captivate me…”

“You fulfill me…”

You own me…”

You’d make love to me as if for the first time.

Do you feel it?

Your lies would grow more frequent

and you’d start to pull further and further away.

I’d see the disinterest in your eyes

and struggle to become the girl I thought you wanted.

You’d turn your back to me

and fall asleep without an embrace.

I’d let the tears run silent down my face

and you’d mutter in your sleep…

“You choke me…”

“You smother me…”

“You bore me…”

You’d shatter my heart in your hands.

Do you know it?

I’d walk away in pain

and fight my way into a new existence.

You’d try to call me back

and beg for another chance to start again.

I’d deny you absolution

and keep moving in this new direction.

You’d swear that things would be different

and I’d hold my chin up and declare…

“I’ll miss you…”

“I’ll ache for you…”

“I’ll get over you…”

I’d walk alone along the path I’d chosen.

Do you remember it?

You’d mourn for what we’d had

and be haunted by the memory of my body next to yours.

I’d find a better way to live

and let the memories of us begin to fade away.

You’d be broken inside

and scramble to keep me in your life.

I’d say my last goodbye

and you’d plead across the distance…

“You charm me…”

“You intrigue me…”

 “You enchant me…”

“You tempt me…”

“You excite me…”

  “You hypnotize me…”

“You captivate me…”

“You fulfill me…”

“You own me…”

“You shatter me.”

I’d look into my lover’s eyes and forget you ever were.

Do you regret it?

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16 responses

  1. lookingforapurpose

    I love the way you twisted this from beginning to end. Kept me drawn to it the whole read. 🙂

    March 4, 2012 at 5:56 pm

    • Really? That’s great! I wasn’t sure about this one… I didn’t want to over edit it but was nervous about letting it go so soon. Thank you:)

      March 4, 2012 at 5:57 pm

      • lookingforapurpose

        Your welcome 🙂

        March 4, 2012 at 5:59 pm

  2. lookingforapurpose

    p.s.

    the pics not bad either lol

    March 4, 2012 at 5:56 pm

    • lol well I can take no credit for that.. but it is a great pic!

      March 4, 2012 at 5:57 pm

      • lookingforapurpose

        Seriously i love the romantic lover makeing looking pictures as opposed to more porn type if you get me. Its so much more…. i dunno…. better?

        March 4, 2012 at 6:12 pm

      • Yes, I am a big fan of subtly myself.

        March 4, 2012 at 6:14 pm

  3. Awwwww *picture my heart shattering as the poem goes on*

    Damn. Beautiful man. I don’t know how you do it.

    March 4, 2012 at 6:25 pm

    • Heh! Thanks… I don’t know what I did before you missy.

      March 4, 2012 at 6:30 pm

      • Hahaha. *blushes*

        It’s really really good. There’ve been so many times I wanted to say the exact words you’ve just written there. Amazing.

        March 4, 2012 at 6:37 pm

      • That’s the one nice thing about all the shitty things we have to go through in life… we will always have them to draw from for inspiration later.
        And we’ve ALL been there!

        March 4, 2012 at 6:38 pm

      • Lol. Too true man. Life is sucha bitch. You have go through so much pain to grow. It’s really not fair.

        March 4, 2012 at 6:42 pm

  4. fuck! that’s good! really good! erotic, emotional, sad, truthful, painful, beautiful.
    just when i thought you couldn’t get better
    you do
    WOW!

    March 4, 2012 at 8:29 pm

    • WOW back at ya… This is exactly what I meant when I said I never know when my poetry is good or not… I was so unsure of this one. Thank you Kyle!

      March 5, 2012 at 6:54 am

  5. This is amazing. Live knowing that you touched a chord in my heart and have shown me a whole new perspective. I will be better. Because I do not want to regret. In your words “She charms me, she intrigues me, she enchants me, she tempts me, she excites me, she hypnotizes me, she captivates me, she fulfills me, she owns me, she shatters me.”

    March 5, 2012 at 12:50 am

    • You have given me an immense compliment; to know that I’ve touched someone with my writing… I am actually speechless. That never happens. Thank you 🙂

      March 5, 2012 at 6:57 am

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